Are you lonesome tonight?

Been doing pretty well as of late. No major problems and I´ve even had a break from the doctor due to Easter holidays. This is a good test for me as it means I have to look after myself and find my own inner-strength. Next weekend I´m moving house too, to live with new people (whom Í don´t know yet!) and although this is causing some minor anxiety, again it´s a good test for me!

Tonight though I feel extrememly lonely. I helped one of my best friends move out today and it´s really hit my how much everything has and is continuing to change! I think it´s finally hit me that my old life has gone and I have to start a new one, which although is for the best, it still affects me emotionally and psychologically. Let´s hope I can pass these tests with flying colours as I´m doing so well now that a step back would really not help my new more optimistic outlook that life IS worth living and that ¡t´s something I want to embrace!