Sunday 14 October 2007

Up or down?

Been off the booze for a few days and taken some Valium a couple of times which swings between making me feel amazing and able to sleep - to sick, like right now! I took it because I'm tired of feeling anxious, tired of that sick and nervous feeling in my belly.

It makes me also feel quite withdrawn and I really want to go and buy
 a bottle of whiskey but I'm not going to, I've promised myself that and I'm going to stick to that! Let's see how long this lasts!