Never underestimate the power of the darkside...

Well despite my optimism that 'all is well' I'm not sure that it is if I'm honest with myself. Starting to get angry again at virtually everything and when I drink I can feel the dark side creeping back into my life. I'm determined to see if I can have my liberty back though and avoid prozac and spending all my money on a doctor. Perhaps this is futile and silly OR maybe it's what I need to do? Right now I can't really say though.